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Always In The Middle.
I Love them I really do but why am I always in the middle?
They never notice I know the don't; why? because they never look they never see.
and I know this because I always look I always see and what I see burns and stings
and makes me want scream and rant and rave against everyone and everything.
but I wont I never will even if I really really want to; why? because I am still in the middle waiting for IT to change for THEM to change it hasn't happened probably will never happen. But I hope IT will hope THEY will. Will one day see who's always in the middle when things get ugly nasty dirty mean and evil. It always happens out of spite and as fast as it happens; its forgotten just as fast and it all goes back to how it was before. Before the beginning before the end but always after the middle where I will now and forever be.
They never notice I know the don't; why? because they never look they never see.
and I know this because I always look I always see and what I see burns and stings
and makes me want scream and rant and rave against everyone and everything.
but I wont I never will even if I really really want to; why? because I am still in the middle waiting for IT to change for THEM to change it hasn't happened probably will never happen. But I hope IT will hope THEY will. Will one day see who's always in the middle when things get ugly nasty dirty mean and evil. It always happens out of spite and as fast as it happens; its forgotten just as fast and it all goes back to how it was before. Before the beginning before the end but always after the middle where I will now and forever be.